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Friday, October 16, 2009
I Want All My Days Back

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing .
If I Could ..

If I Could Fly
I'd Show To You The SkyI'd Take You To The Stars
We Could Make Out On Mars
If I could Breath Under The Sea
We Could Hang Out With The Dolphins And Join Them For Tea
I'd Find For You The Biggest Pearl
Happy In Knowing You Were My Girl
If I could Travel Through Time
I'd Go Back To When You Were Mine
I'd Stop Myself Messing Up And Treating You Bad
And Throwing Away The Best Thing I Ever Had
One Day You'll Miss My Presence

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears
Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath
The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..
Memories Play a Confusing Role
You left me not too long ago

And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..
I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..
All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..
I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..
I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with
| When Emotions Flow |
I Always Hide My Tears![]() Tears burning as they fall My soul is crying for you Melting a path to my heart Where love still lives so true Memories screaming in flame Holding your picture again Eternity has stood still Since you left me in pain How do I live in darkness Without you lighting my way Fading images haunting my life When I turned and left that day Hiding beneath tide of misery Waiting to be swept away Drowning waves of broken dreams Never your love would I betray Will you catch me when I fall From my cliff of sorrow Need your love to continue living Without you time is borrowed.. |
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